Optimist VS Pessimist

If human were divided into optimist and pessimist type, I am neither. I don't consider myself to be optimist as I'm scared of getting hurt. I tend to overthink and stressed myself out. However, I am not considered pessimist either. Well, I do take risks sometimes. I broke law few times and speak up my mind when needed. Hence, I consider myself to be on the neutral type who acts according to the situation, current mood as well as motivation. 

However, it really intrigues me when I were to mingle with overly pessimist person. I felt suffocated and caged. There is no moving forward in these people dictionary. They feel too safe in their own zone and refuse to try something new or fresh. If possible I wish to avoid these people and surround myself with optimist people.

Christian name (confirmation)

         So, erm...since my confirmation day is coming up very soon. It's on Esther Day to be precise. I have to select Christian name. Well, I've been asking, calling, texting my family members, friends and cousins for suggestions. Damn, who knows finding name would be such a hard task.

First day of confirmation class. Gotta take pic 

                                         

So, here is the list for names that qualified for the last and final round. Gosh...I need help.

1. Aurelia  : Happiness

2. Araceli  : Altar of heaven

3. Arielle  : A lion of God

4. Bethel  : The house of God

5. Faith  : Loyalty, belief

6. Joy  : Happiness

7. Elisha  : The salvation of God

8. Rafaela  : Healing from God

9. Joanna  : God's forgiveness

10. Crista  : Follower of Christ

11. Gabriella : God's power

12. Evangline  : Like Angel

13. Daniella  : God's decision

MY TOP 4 YouTubers

        I have a confession, I’m addicted to YouTube! Most of my weekend is filled with YouTube marathons.  But honestly it’s not a bad thing u knw. Honestly, I learn a lot of things through YouTube…And here are my top 4 favorite YouTube channels.

No. 4: KevJumba/ Sungah Jung

                Well, it was a very hard decision to choose between Kev and Sungha, I mean seriously both of them are really talented in their own way. Kev is a very funny, successful comedian, hilarious and creative guy. While on the other hand; I really love the talented and young Korean prodigy, freestyle guitarist, Sungha too. Finally, I decided to put both of them on fifth place. For Kev, I love his wittiness and the fact that he always delivers a fresh and controversial topic in his videos. For Sungha, most of his videos are his clips of his performances during his world tours, gigs with other talented musician and covers. However, the fact that he is big fan to YG family really makes me feels like connected to him. If you knw what I mean.

Talented Sungha Jung

Some of Kev's Videos

No, 3: Eatyourkimchi with Simon and Martina

            I actually found this channel by accident through Allkpop websites. Basically, Simon and Martina do a review on the highest voted K-Pop MV for every week. I rally like their wittiness in every video. Sometime they will do the parody for the MV also, which is very funny and hilarious. This channel is really good and I recommend this channel anyone who wants to know more about K-Pop. 

This is SIMON!!

No, 2: Bubzbeauty

            I really like her!! She is the real guru in Youtube. She is cute and funny sometimes. Her tutorials are fun, fresh and easy to follow. She is also an Asian, hence most of her make up, hair and outfit tutorials are suitable for me. Honestly, I learn a lot from her. 

THe fresh Bubbi

No, 1 : XiaXiu’s Guide to life

            I’m freakin love her!! I think she is the most outspoken people out there. She also admitted that she is a bitch or bimbo. But, she is OK with it as long she can entertain people. Basically all her videos are all about her discovering new things. So far, she had done Botox, tongue piercing, tattoo, and many other crazzzyyy stuffsss. If you don’t knw her, you better Google her right now. She is one of the people that you should know.    

watch this!!

Yup! shes married!!

                                                                             

I LOVE BIGBANG!!!

THE KING OF K-POP IS BACK!!

see how cool they are!!^^

My fav member...D-Lite

I wish i am one of them...YG family!!

don't stop Flying Deasung!!

Even celebrity loves them!! Han Ga In from The Moon  embracing the moon

                 Even the most famous guitarist Sung Ah Jung also loves BIG BANG!!


                                    Check out Big Bang MV for FANTASTIC BABY!!

LET'S TALK ABOUT LOVE!!

            Loving someone and want to love someone is an inevitable feeling for every one of us. We will never escape from this powerful attraction even we try. Only God knows the mystery and the formula for love. Love can be either happy or sad kind of love. In my opinion, never underestimate the power of love in our life.

Me and my friend Betty

             A men jump off the building from his apartment due to heartbroken and girl become a stalker to her boyfriend because of her obsession to him. I am sure this kind of story is not new news for us anymore. Imagine how strong the power of love is. It makes us crazy, obsess, childish, and do something beyond our imagination. My advice is (I am not an expert though) when you are in love or loving someone don’t become too possessive and act foolishly. It is OK to love with all our heart but (there are always “but” in love) you should love yourself truly before loving someone. If you know what you really want and who are you inside then you are ready to love.

            Next is, do you realize that 90% of song in this world no matter what language the song use are talking about love, love and love. It goes on and on. I guess love song is selling. The amazing thing is we never tired of the tune. How about movie or drama? Well, from my research most of the stories are also revolve almost with the same theme or storyline. The only matter is who is the main actor or actress, the director and how large the promotion scale is. Honestly, I love this kind of story too. For poem, love is also dominated as one of the most popular theme. However I noticed that less modern poem talk about love. Maybe express our feeling through poem is more likely effective.

            After all, no matter how strong, addictive and destructive love is we never tired to love. 

Apple is....

An apple a day can make the doctor away 
But
If the doctor is handsome throw the apple away!!!

          I really like music. my dad is a natural musician. he start with a guitar (I guess most people start with guitar or piano) then he naturally know how to play keyboard, trumpet, harmonica, drum and many more. honestly i am proud of him. sadly, i have a confession to make. actually, i am tune deaf. i dunnoe how to play instrument. even the easiest instrument i failed. i wonder if i can play music which instrument i will choose as my major and what is my favorite pieces of music?
         I love watching movie with music as the main story-base. Remember SECRET? i love the scene where Jay Chow have a battle with his senior with piano.. that was EPIC!!! I re-watch the scene for thousand times! well few times actually but that was awesome!!!